Here’s the part where I get a little soft, so don’t laugh at me, okay? I wrote down all the things I never had the courage to say out loud. The thank yous, the I’m so glad you exist’s, the I love you so bad’s. Think of this as my heart, translated into words, just for you.

So..

Hello there, the owner of my heart. Gimana rasanya sebulan pacaran sama aku? (cie). Actually, there’s nothing I can say except thank you. Thank you for loving me, thank you for existing, and of course, thank you for being you: Kamasean Harish (re: MINE).

Entah udah berapa kali aku bilang ini, tapi beneran aku gak pernah merasa pacaran setenang ini, seaman ini, sedamai ini—and that’s because of you, love. Makasih udah selalu bagi aku waktu kamu di tengah kesibukan kamu, terima kasih udah selalu ladenin ke-overthinking-an aku, makasih udah mau tanggepin aku yang kadang suka rewel dan sensitif dengan sangat amat tenang dan nutup itu semua with the warmest hug.

And you know what? I don’t think I’ll ever run out of ways to say I love you. I love you in a way that feels soft but powerful, like it’s stitched into my soul. I love you in every quiet moment, in every laugh, in every random thought of you that hits me out of nowhere. I love you so much it scares me sometimes, because how could one person mean this much to me?

You’re not just someone I love—you’re home. You’re my comfort zone and my greatest adventure at the same time. With you, even silence feels warm. Even the hardest days feel a little lighter.

Every part of me loves every part of you. The way you talk, the way you laugh, the way your voice drops when you’re sleepy, the way you always make me feel like I matter. You don’t even realize how deeply you’ve settled into my heart.

Aku selalu kagum dengan cara kamu menangani berbagai masalah dan perlahan aku belajar dari kamu untuk lebih jujur sama diri sendiri. You’ve taught me so many things to be a better person, and the more I learn, the more I fall for you. I don’t even know how to explain how lucky I am to have you.

Pacaran sama kamu bener-bener berasa kayak pacaran anak ABG dan pacaran orang dewasa at the same time, dan aku super duper happy jalanin ini semua sama kamu. Rasanya mau sama kamu terus selamanya, apa boleh?

And if I could make one wish, it would be this: let’s keep choosing each other, again and again, no matter how many lifetimes it takes. Let’s grow old together, let’s laugh until our cheeks hurt, let’s cry together, and let’s make every single day feel like a love story worth telling.